Stupid Bitch

2006-07-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hello, let me introduce you to
The characters in the show
One says yes, one says no
Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

Hello, are you still chasing
The memories in shadows
Some stay young, some grow old
Come alive, there are thoughts unclear
You can never hide

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
wear my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

Hello
Hello...
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Brand my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to
Hello...
Hello...
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to

2006-07-15T22:51:00.000-07:00

finally after 10 weeks

internship has ended. work and all the students that i have to teach almost killed me. having to give tuition every single day of the week is just insane. freaking insane.

i have time for myself and ash. time to do what i want.

i dont have to think of what to eat during lunch. haha.. fish soup was a staple for the first 3-4 weeks and then liza and i couldn't take it naymore.

i can look forward to all my trips overseas. whee! carin wants to go shopping.

i can meet up with all my pals, play mahjong, shopping, feast, bitch and just chill.

finally... i can sleep well and rest.

a shoutout to liza: thanks for all those crazy and funny lame'o shit durin work. muahahah.. and yes we hate L.

2006-05-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

somehow i dont feel as if exams have ended. no sigh of relief, no joy or elatedness.... prolly because work has started too soon for me. all that bulletins and stamps are enough to make me go crazy for the day or rather for the next two weeks. definitely more madtv, more dancing, more craziness, more rantings and more FOOD during work.

suddenly.. i dislike stamps.......

2006-04-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

2006-03-28T17:31:00.000-08:00

2006-03-25T08:33:00.000-08:00

music video code by urbnmix.net
fort minor - whered u go

2006-02-19T21:28:00.000-08:00

2006-01-27T22:44:00.000-08:00

what more can i say...

2006-01-23T07:19:00.000-08:00

2005-11-27T20:35:00.000-08:00

its gonna be party time.. PARTAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

nugs is still missing. my house was so silent and quiet without him, until.... my cousin and his gf found ash (his original name was jacky). Ash could've been killed by my cousin that night. Thankfully, he was alert and observant enough to notice a drenched little doggy before he parked his car.

We managed to contact the owner, however, she was quite reluctant to keep the dog. WHY IS THAT SO????? because she's sick of searching for him after his many attempts to run out of the house. Did i mention that ash is super afraid of thunder and lightning? that's why.. stupid owner

i really hope that nugs can be found.. it'll be fun seeing the two doggies together.

2005-11-05T22:40:00.000-08:00

i regret not taking you out for walks often. i regret not keeping you company at home. i miss having you wake me up in the morning. i miss your loud barks when the doorbell rung. i miss seeing you chew on the bone. i miss sharing my food with you. i miss seeing you struggle to get off the bed even tho i know u are afraid to jump off. i miss seeing you greet me when i come home. i miss playing with you. i miss feeding you. i miss having your company when i'm at the study table and u below the table. i miss trying to get you out of the car when i am trying to vacuum it because you'll always jump in and watch me vacuum. i miss watching you sleep on that toy dog. i miss seeing you. i miss everything about you. i miss you.

please come home nuggertz.

2005-11-02T00:21:00.000-08:00

i fuckin hate exams. i hate studying. i hate attending lectures. i hate school. urghh. why am i procrastinating? i wanna play!!!!!

carin is getting dumber. why dont i learn? urghh.

carin: (holding this pack of sanitary napkins)
liza: oh you can use this what!
carin: no, its not a pad... its just sanitary napkins what
liza: (kicks carin) sanitary napkins = sanitary pads!

stupid.

2005-10-28T11:59:00.000-07:00

blogskin changed - courtesy of liza. gracias

anyone wanna purchase an ipod nano? 4gb.. i'm selling a new ipod nano at $400. price negotiable. plzplzplz buy it! hahah

exams.. bullshit!

i need a tan but the weather sucks.

i need to eat but my stomach hurts! its all laksa's fault!

i shall go back to bed........

PS: dont bother reading this coz its trash. only read if u wanna purchase the ipod nano. =)

2005-10-10T23:51:00.000-07:00

aighht.. i should be studying for my lang and cog test.. but oh well.. i cant take it anymore.. I HATE TO STUDY! no one loves it anyway.. so yeah.. First.. Happy birthday to EILEEN CHEE! muahahah.. treat popeye well k! haha..

liza took this before we headed off to collect -hog-

Okay.. fun's over.. its time to start all the damned projects and essays.. F**K..

2005-09-14T04:30:00.000-07:00

i miss............ my long hair.. =(
its goodbye to me with long hair.... say hello to shorter shorter shorter hair.. =) i shall be kim no.2...

2005-09-12T23:18:00.000-07:00

Found myself just the other day
In the backyard of a friends place,
Thinkin' about you,
Thinkin' of the crowd you're in,
What you up too where you been?
(Just thinkin'),.
And all the clothes that you wear,
And the colors in your hair
Shouldn't change you
Now you tell me why it's so
You bigger than mighty Joe,
(At least you think so)

God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground

Throw my smoke down on the ground,
Turn my head and I heard the sound,
(That reminded me)
Of the days so young and sweet
Always so much fun to meet
(At least I thought so)

Now you think your so damn fine
You can rule the world no not mine,
I don't think so

God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you and tell you I care

Now the scene that you're in,
And the people that you been with
Just get to me,
But you think I'm not as cool,
As you are so beautiful
Well who you fooling?

Well I'm here to tell you babe
The game your in is just a game
So damn pretentious

God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground

You think you're so beautiful
(So beautiful)

2005-09-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

I believe many of us are going thru many "bad-days" recently..

sometimes the system goes on the brink and the whole thing turns out wrong.You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that strong...and I'm not wrong

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day

2005-09-05T16:41:00.000-07:00

James Blunt. You're beautiful.

My life is brilliant.My love is pure.I saw an angel.Of that I'm sure.She smiled at me on the subway.She was with another man.But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.I saw your face in a crowded place,And i dont know what to do,You're beautiful, You're beautiful, But i can't escape the truth.I will never be with you.Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on by.She could see from my face that I was,FUCKING HIGH,And I don't think that I'll see her again,But we shared a moment that will last till the end.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,You're beautiful, You're beautiful, But i can't escape the truth,'I will never be with you.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.There must be an angel with a smile on her face,When she thought up that I should be with you.But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.

2005-08-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

in a blink of an eye, august will soon come to an end.. byebye august.. will see u again next year.. let's welcome september next... essays, projects and tests...

plz.. ring out the bells again, like we did when spring began.. wake me up when september ends..

summer has come and passed

the innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends.

2005-07-31T20:54:00.000-07:00

carin's new blog has officially started!!!!
courtesy of kim n cheryl...
muahaha...

KNNCCB ah!!!!!!!!

officially addie : kahnana@blogspot.com

harlo!thisiscarin!